FUCK 2010

as much as id want to celebrate the new year, i just cant seem to find enough reasons to do so. i know that the coming of a new year is a fresh way to start anew but i just feel same old same old.

i usually plan a lot everytime a new year starts - new agendas, new travel plans, new goals, new things to buy, etc. as the new year approached, i just felt apathetic. more like passive and indifferent. it seemed that there is just nothing to look forward to this coming year.

i dont usually drink when i go to year-ender parties but this time was different. i went to every party i got invited to and got totally wasted. i must say i enjoy the feeling of being drunk. this was my way of bidding farewell to a great 2009 maybe. it's like breaking off with a girlfriend and then turning to alcohol for self satisfaction. im so headed for a big downfall.

could it be that im just getting older that my zest for life is starting to wane? or, could it be because im starting to stagnate once again? honestly, i am just bored. bored to the extent that i am desperately in need of something to shake things up a little. i need to be involved into something dangerous or illegal. hahaha. come to think of it, maybe i should start exploring once again. let the rebel in me get out of his cage once more. tsk tsk tsk. this is not good.

ac*d, h*shish, e*stacy, we*d, c*ke, hero*n = heaven

hahahah =)

WASTED

last saturday night i was invited to a party. i had second thoughts if i'd come. i was quite hesitant because i was unsure of the weather. i was scared shit of being stuck some place if it floods. lol. the party was in arcadia subdivision in ortigas. last minute, i decided to go.

good thing i did. hell, i was wasted big time. although some of the friends i was expecting to see were not there, i still managed to have shitloads of fun. when i got there, i was greeted by the SOBERCLUB. seeing all the drinks on the bar got me a little scared and intimidated. i thought, what the fuck, might as well enjoy the free booze. so, i did. i sure did.

*SOBERCLUB

i started the night with a pyramid shot of flaming drinks. i aint got any idea what's it called. it was three shots of flaming drinks stacked like a pyramid. i swear, i felt the flame linger in my mouth as i sipped the last shot. i must admit, after that, i felt a little unbalanced. i could feel my head starting to pound. i started feeling hot and i turned very red - red as a strangulated d*ck (as my friends describe it).

*color me red

after that first drink, i rested for a while to let the redness pass and got hold of a beer instead and talked to some friends. a friend was putting me on the hot seat and i was grilled bigtime. hahaha. of course, i also had aces on hand and i glady put him on the hot seat as well. infact, i think i grilled everybody in our table. hahaha. boys will always be boys.

*the boys with the birthday girl, Shai

after feeling a little okay, i went back to the bar. hell yah! i tried all the drinks there and even managed to join a drinking marathon and a one on one drinking challenge. if i looked like a strangulated d*ck from the first drink, i then looked like a throbbing/asphyxiated/inter-coital d*ck. hahaha. i'd like to post a photo but i think it aint nice to look at. even i feel grossed out looking at it.

the party ended at around 4 am. i went home wasted but sure had a blast. happy 25th shai!

*HAPPY 25TH, SHAI!!!