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Tuesday, January 5, 2010

FUCK 2010

as much as id want to celebrate the new year, i just cant seem to find enough reasons to do so. i know that the coming of a new year is a fresh way to start anew but i just feel same old same old.

i usually plan a lot everytime a new year starts - new agendas, new travel plans, new goals, new things to buy, etc. as the new year approached, i just felt apathetic. more like passive and indifferent. it seemed that there is just nothing to look forward to this coming year.

i dont usually drink when i go to year-ender parties but this time was different. i went to every party i got invited to and got totally wasted. i must say i enjoy the feeling of being drunk. this was my way of bidding farewell to a great 2009 maybe. it's like breaking off with a girlfriend and then turning to alcohol for self satisfaction. im so headed for a big downfall.

could it be that im just getting older that my zest for life is starting to wane? or, could it be because im starting to stagnate once again? honestly, i am just bored. bored to the extent that i am desperately in need of something to shake things up a little. i need to be involved into something dangerous or illegal. hahaha. come to think of it, maybe i should start exploring once again. let the rebel in me get out of his cage once more. tsk tsk tsk. this is not good.

ac*d, h*shish, e*stacy, we*d, c*ke, hero*n = heaven

hahahah =)

3 comments:

Eternal Wanderer... said...: who says pushing yourself to the limits is wrong?

but like everything else, just don't overdo it ;)

moderation does fine :D; January 5, 2010 at 4:40 AM
Aisa.Paxie said...: no no no.... business maybe? buhayin mo na business mo!; January 5, 2010 at 6:22 AM
Catch said...: @eternal wanderer - hahaha... doing things on the edge are exhilarating... the stuff you smile about when you look back once your old.. hahahaha... maybe i just miss being a shithead that's why... it kinda boring being just another average joe...

@pax - ganito na lang, ako na lang mag fund ng lahat ng business ventures mo pero dapat may cut ako... hahahaha... alam mo naman na for an unemployed person like me, time is very limited.. hahahahaha... im too busy doing crap shit... hahahahaha; January 5, 2010 at 12:25 PM

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25 THINGS ABOUT ME:

1. i am a dreamer. i have big dreams and i plan to have them all someday.

2. i cry. i cry when i'm alone especially when i start thinking about things.

3. i have a dog named Oscar that i truly love. i love my dog most than anything in the world. i'll die if he dies.

3. i am very impulsive. when i think of something to do, i'll do it. people think i'm ridiculous for doing so.

4. i fell in love with bangkok. i love the place and i love the people there.

5. i have a lot of friends. i have so many set of friends. i plan to have one big party someday and gather all of them. i wonder how it will go. haha

6. when i type, i don't capitalize letters that are supposed to be capitalized. i just don't feel like doing so.

7. when i buy jeans, i buy waist 30 length 30. it has to be that specific. WAIST 30 LENGTH 30.

8. if i feel i don't look good, i don't look in the mirror. i'll only look again once i feel better.

9. i love secluded beaches. i'll never go to beaches with a lot of people. that's why i have no plans of ever going to boracay.

10. i have a lot to say most of the time but never do so because i feel too lazy.

11. i care most about olivia mejia and isabel ipac.

12. when i read something i really like, i become catatonic. i will read continuously. if it's a series of books, i'll read them book after book. no kidding. if i finish one book of a series at 3 a.m., i'll do what i can to get hold of the next - regardless of means. hahaha

13. i think traveling has changed me a lot. it altered most of my principles. there is no education quite like the lessons of travel.

14. if i really like something i see for sale, i tend to buy more than one of the same item.

15. i like going to appliance and furniture stores. hahaha.

16. when i type, i look at the keyboard and not at the screen.

17. i'm a sucker for kid shows. i can stay tuned on a kiddie channel for hours.

18. i tend to have more pee breaks than most people. i think i need flomax.

19. i hate vinegar as a condiment . i can't stand it.

20. i learned to eat balut through friends - acquired skill. talk about peer pressure.

21. i went to china without a chinese visa. i stayed at the border. silly. i went to malaysia just to eat at mcdonalds and buy a new variant of marlboro cigarettes. stayed in the country for an hour then left. hahaha

22. i'm a water sports enthusiast. i love everything with regards to water.

23. i went swimming with 16 whale sharks. for real.

24. if i forget a thought, i become crazy recalling it.

25. it took me three days to to do this list.

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