REPOST: REALITY CHECK

no matter how hard we try or make ourselves believe, we sure can’t control everything…..

lesson:

have courage to change what we can and just have the wisdom to accept what we can’t. it fucking sucks but learn to just love it.

just thought i’d share.

REPOST: LIFE BECOMES DEATH

life ceases unpredictably… spend each day as if it was your last for you’ll never know when it will end. enjoy each moment and dont bother seeding grudges - it’s pointless and a waste of time. ranting and squirming only end to a more chaotic disposition.

we’ll miss you tita kris…

REPOST: FUCK MAN, IM CHEESY

no matter how much i try to deny it, im still a sucker for romance flicks! bugger! it kills me just thinkin’ about it… to overcome denial is to welcome acceptance! fine, all guards down. i always thought of myself as the easy-go-lucky type… just chillin around with no worries and hook-ups but you know what, reality check, i do want some complicated love story of my own (fuck man, "love" story?!?) i’ve done some silly shit with my previous hook-ups and im telling you it was damn hell shitty. lol. never the serious type. bloody. i guess i also do want to feel the elated high feeling of "come take me away to where the clouds are" crap…you know, just being irrationally emotional.. the feeling like when your heart governs thinking… the type when your heart races and you go start your day with a smile, whistling all care free while going to where you’re going kinda stuff. cheesy i know, right? i guess im a hopeless romantc after all?!??!

p.s.

right on aisa, right on…. i’ve been hitting your head every time we talk about this.. guess you’d be hittin my head now… or maybe let’s just fly away together… guess you were freakin’ right after all… *winks*

REPOST: EHEADS NOSTALGIA

i miss the eheads… after almost 7 years, i just realized i like their music…

"maselang bahaghari, sa aking isipan

wag kang mabahala, di kita malilimutan

paglipas ng ulan, mapapangiti ang araw

wag sanang mawala ang maselang bahaghari"

- eraserheads

REPOST: BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR

hahaha… okay. so there i was, struggling to seek something thrilling to happen with my life and *alas* - something sure did. this is what happens when your life becomes so freakin dull. you tend to gobble on anything *new* that comes along. lol. bad or good? i dunno… i tend to be ambivalent on the matter (or am i just in denial for i know deep down in my subconcious im enjoying it). hahahah. am i being irrational? honestly, i dont think so! im just braving new things. and i quote "everybody does it, its just that nobody talks about it!" rest assured, i know my limitations. life is a slate. you must keep scribbling on it so you make a good story. like i said, life is a lesson. experiences enrich you and make you wiser. so go experience things. *wink*

p.s.

med students, you rock! (although i never expected the *thing* from you guys!) *winks again*

REPOST: UN-INTERESTING

i just came into realization that my life is not that interesting as i thought it was. browsing through profiles, blogs, and posts of the rest of the upis01 peeps just made me think so. looking at it made me see that i haven’t actually accomplished anything - nothing major atleast. life is one hell of a roadtrip! too bad for me im stuck in a run-a-bout. fuck. im rusting. just like metal soaked in liquid. soon, ill be corroding and then *poof* - im gone.

if i’d be praying i’d say:

Lord, take me to where the light is!

if i’d be praying…


post script:

the word "fuck" is such a nice word and act…

REPOST: LIFE SUCKS

freaks… another night yet again im awake…it’s 2:17 am now. i’ve been infront of my computer for like hours now - browsing over this and that, unendlessly checkin’ for new emails. it’s official - LIFE SUCKS! *amp*

have you ever been to the point in your life when suddenly it dawns unto your mind that your life is boring? alas, i have. everyday is a routine. i’ve come to realize that i’m living my life in a pattern. you know what? it sucks. i need something exciting to perk me up! i wonder when that would be?

REPOST: STEP OUT OF THE CIRCLE

"a cirle is never ending so step out of it!" - catch

im idle. im stagnated. im in a cycle. if i dont do anything about it, hell, i’ll rust! never be stuck in one phase of your life. a person must continuously grow and learn. age is not a variable. we must age with wisdom. all human is infinitely perfectible. let’s all aim for perfection and greater things. i know we’ll never do but hey, at least we’re reaching and by that we become better. do not mind mistakes for they are lessons that enrich our lives - just dont make the same mistake twice coz’ if you do, you’re stupid! learn once and be better each time. soon, you’ll become invincible.