over and over i feel the same thing.
i rise and as if time has turned a notch a faster, i lose track of it i suddenly fall.
over and over i see the same thing.
the sun standing proud and as i blink it bid farewell then darkness takes over.
over and over i hear the same thing.
tick-tock-tick-tock i try to run with my heartbeat yet the track seems never ending.
i am losing in this battle.
i am starting to feel weak.
i try to savor everything around me yet nothing seems to be appealing.
left i turned i ended screaming.
right i turned i ended crying.
i stay still on neutral ground i find myself frozen.
as i try to give meaning to all shit happening, i ended dying.
same shit, different day!
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you could act on your boredom though! we're lucky enough to be given choices. Kaya enroll na in FIP or SoFa. Baka bumalik na enthusiasm mo which I've always known you for--and which I really miss. Go na!
black mood much? :P
@pax - waaahhhhh!!!!! im super bored!!!! well, more of indifferent.... feeling ko ive done everything there is to be done already.. hahahaha... self actualized na ako at age 25... hahahaha.. dapat by age 60+ pa eh. advanced ako eh... hahahaha... im thinking of working as a construction boy.. gusto ko blue collar job... im also considering fish ball vendor... im dead serious... mag bloblog ako about this new plan.. hahaha
@eternal wanderer - yeah.. just one of em days....
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